siif sweet sixteen... sigh*

saturday was my bday and it was a ... argh a reali reali bad dayy!! a day that i will never forget for all the wrong reasons...
first of all i woukld like to say a big THANK YOU! to all u city bumz!! iwl list all ur names too..rofl..coz omgosh i duno wut i would hav done witout u guys!!! >_<"
Gary, AzA, niCk, joEleE, fuZzy, bUrnEt...hRmm n eVeryOne elSe who hElpd..lol i was tooo dead to rember..>_< but yErr..ThANK U soOo mUCh u GUySs!!!!
secoNdly i would alsO like to say sOrry to all u boiS..>_< and eSpeShiallY NICK and GaRY, anD fuZz tooo!! coZz hRMm sorry for yAkking in ur sHOp niCk and tHankz n soWeE for makN u tWo clEan it Up! >_< hrM thankZ azAa foR lEndin mE a shoUlder... jOEl anD fuzz foR clEaning mE up..anD burnEtt foR kinDA lookin aFTer tiNA eventHo u weR ofF ur face tooo!! lolz =P
okok.. now i will tell u abt my... sigh dodgy bday experience !!

wel...hrmm nothign went to plan.. hrm not many ppl showed up to the BBQ.. but hrm besides that it was ok~~ hrm i got chased around by ...lol everyone wit.. water bombs and water bottles...and esky!! rofl..>_< yarh lotsa running! hehehe and i oso go dragged abt 20m into a lake...... =/ but i didnt get thrown in lukily!! and sowee for flashin everyone..if i did?! hahaahah *gRrr @ kEvin* lOlz.. jkz =D

hrm after that was pretty dodgy coz hrmm SOMEonE didnt keep his promise and belz, tina and me ended up walkn to the nearest bus-stop ( abt 30 minz away ) carrying a fukn esky around!!! arghh painfully tiring !!! >_< *sobz* hrm yer that got on my nerves, coz hrmm we got ditched..by soo manyy ppl =/ sigh* all on my bday >_<"
BUT WaiT THERs MORE !!! =X

during the bus trip to nb..i was opening up my bday cards and then i got tto a yellow envelope... given to my by wei wei..=/ hrmm that made me cry ...ALOT...coz sigh for no reason he wanted to end our friendship..after soo manyy years and all the shiet we been thru..>_< for no reason, thru a card ON MY BDAYY!! cOMEeon!!! FFS!!
sigh* that got to me..and i started cryin in the bus..then later i showd weener and she comforting me.. *ThaNKz SbbS* hrmm sigh* then later we arrived at nb.....
i went to find the ex to borrow his car but he was a being a dickhead and didnt let me use it, even wen he sed that i could the other day >_< sobz* that hurt me too and got me to finally get over him..lol *abt time serene?* sigh =/
i kno iwl never forget him tho coz he was my first for a few things...so yeh..sigh
][loSt in my mEmoriess....but i still miss him.. after all the pain and hurt that he put me thruu.... uOySsiMi...][
sighZz -_- sigh newaise being all emotionally fuikd alreadi... i cried even more wen my fwen from spore called...>< coz it was i tink hrm 6pm and i thought he forgot it was my bday..and so wen he called..i cryed!! haha >_< sigh* but this was tears of happiness so yer haha ^^ but then i was at gelares and *tearing* rofl.... and kal, kev, fuz, joel, n viv came along and they thought i was crying coz of my ex..=/ sigh* i told them it wasnt juz hiM... wel i tried to..lol kinda choked coz i was crying..sigh* o wels...
newasie after that...karaoke! =D it was funnnn..until i walked down those utopia stairs!! OMGOSH that made me sick!!! >_< coz i had hrmm 12 shots alreadi and so i was all happy and tipsy and i dun tink the effekt hit me yet..>_< yarh heheheeh and i kinda err..yerr leaned on aza alot in Co and i rember sittin aroun on the floor and i yaked in CO!! omgosh soo sowee! lolz >_< wel at least i wasnt as bad as my SBBS! after 3 shots..in abt 15 mins..she was gone! lolz >_< and she yaked err 6 tiems !! pooor gal!! hope u feelin better sbbs! =)

yah it was fun tho..the karaoke and sining and watchn tina drunk! rofl >_< hahahah sigh* GRr they never stopped me from drinkn!! lolz..had wayy too much ...and i was depressed too so bleh* soo fukd!!! hrm got home at like 12 too >_< oopz..mother !~! hahahaha yarhh.. and then sunday mornin... HANGOverRr!!! LOlz..>_<" sighzz*
and then at night i was onda fone wit my fwen adn talkn abt months back and reminicsing.. sigh* i wont ever forget that bum!!! lolz >_<" ~*first kiss*~ and first proper boi..sighhh >_< arghhh i hate him for wut he did yeserday....but still miss him and like..inside my heart he has carved his name in eyy..fukn hurt like a biatch and i cant get rid of him no matter how hard i try! sigh* hrmm was i in love? rofl bleh im over him ^___^ after the exams im plannin on starting new..fresH* so forget everying..leave 2004 behind..and do my best wit nothign in my head in 2005 =) hopefully it will work ouT.. >_<" sighz*
newasie i better be off now...still in class >_< explorer at home dun work! sigh!
ummm here is a bday shoutout list to all my ocotober baybies!! hehe *hugz*
hAppy bday to.....
jasmine, amanda i, deb, tegan, peter, sarah, wongsta, vivian, charli, wai yan, amanda leeee, courtney, fuzzy, kevin, han, elaine, danny, daddy!, brianz, myself? lol, umm.. happy anniversary to my parents, umm, happy bday to williamz gf! rofl..>_< and hrmm HAPPy bdAy to my biatCH : suE-li hoNG , and lYNna for TOdayz! =)
*i hope that u all had a beter bday then i did* sighz* keep it rockingz pplz..
o and happy 3 month to suE and teO! hahaha *miss ya pOoo* ^_^

oKOk.. wel go find me a bf and a magic potion to help me pass my exams!! o as well as wings..so i can fly away from all of my problems!! sigh >_<
thank u all for puttin up wit me..and espesh thaankz agen to all the bois that looked after me on saturday night !! ^^

biABiazz~~ ^-^